Finding Face
About a year and a half ago, I was diagnosed with Bell's Palsy . It was not a fun experience at all. It took about 9 months for me to get my face back in its original position, but I was not 100% back to my former self. That didn't happen until yesterday morning. I've been a musician for as long as I can remember. I like to try lots of instruments but am only really good at one - playing the flute. It comes as naturally to me as breathing. When Bell's hit me, I lost control of the right side of my face; and with that loss, I could no longer play the flute. I could not control the muscles that allow me to hold my embouchure, the position of the lips, facial muscles, tongue, and teeth while playing a wind instrument. It took me years to perfect the position to get the most beautiful sound out of this instrument. Once I had it, my face just remembered it. I did not have to make any effort to hold this mouth position; until December of 2015, that is. I was devastated